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  Table of Contents

  Cover Page

  Excerpt

  About the Author

  Other Books By

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Cast of Characters

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Epilogue

  Copyright

  “I want to get out of here.”

  Jane kept the scissors pointed at the stranger. He claimed he didn’t know her, but she had learned people hardly ever told the truth.

  With her free hand she tested the doorknob behind her. It wouldn’t budge. She was trapped in the isolated cabin. Somehow she found her voice. “W-who are you?”

  Before he could reply, they heard the crunch of tires on the snow outside, and then footsteps on the porch. The man’s eyes widened. “Hush,” he mouthed.

  “No!” Jane wanted to scream, but before she could, the man grasped the wrist of her hand holding the scissors and tossed them away. His other hand he clamped over her mouth. When she heard the sound of footsteps by the cellar door, she tried to jerk free.

  “Oh, no, you don’t,” he whispered, his hot breath feathering her face. He removed his hand from her mouth and pulled her against his powerful body, rendering her scream nothing more than a muted squeak. “I said be quiet.”

  Fear vanquished her confusion. She didn’t care who he was, or why her body seemed to know him. She gulped another lungful of air, determined that this scream would tear out his eardrums. But before she could let loose, his strong mouth and soft lips came down on hers.

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  When asked about why she wanted to write romance fiction, Adrianne Lee had this to say: “I wanted to be Doris Day when I grew up. You know, singing my way through one wonderful romance after another. And I did. I fell in love with and married my high school sweetheart and became the mother of three beautiful daughters. Family and love are very important to me and I hope you enjoy the way I weave them through my stories. I love hearing from readers.” If you want a response or an autographed bookmark from Adrianne Lee, please send a SASE to P.O. Box 3835, Sequim, WA 98382.

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  Little Girl Lost

  Adrianne Lee

  For—Betty Daus, Barbara Smith and Kayleen Marlow, whose enthusiasm and unswerving support bolster me in the hard times.

  And Kris J. Sundberg, one terrific attorney and an even better friend.

  CAST OF CHARACTERS

  Jane Dolan—A woman without a past.

  Barbara Jo Dawson—A woman with reason to fear her past.

  Chad Ryker—A man whose only commitment was to his story.

  Kayleen Emerson—When things got tough, she ran.

  Marshall Emerson—How far would he go to attain power and wealth?

  Edie Harcourt—A real friend in a world full of enemies.

  Elvis Emerson—He would do anything for his brother.

  Joy Emerson—How badly did she want Marshall’s child?

  Betty Dawson—Her only sin was loving her daughters.

  Chapter One

  Two more women had been murdered. Strangers to her. Just names on the radio. At least that was what Jane had thought until four hours ago. Her head still pounded from the shock, her hands still trembled. The Cle Elum Gazette lay on the truck seat beside her. The murdered women’s pictures were blazoned on the front page, photographs that had jarred loose the first memory she’d had of her past life since the crack-up on Interstate 90 five years ago.

  Just thinking of the catastrophic accident brought the acrid stench of burning metal and flesh into her nostrils, the horrendous sights into her mind’s eye. All she remembered of it was walking down the freeway, clutching her baby to her chest. Carnage had lain behind her—a tangle of intertwined buses, semitrailers and cars, jammed together like logs on a giant campfire.

  Miraculously, she and Missy had escaped without serious injury; Missy with a tiny contusion on one cheek, herself with most of her hair singed off and a lump on her temple that had stolen her memory. The emergency-room doctor, a true optimist, had claimed that her memory might return any time.

  She’d also assured Jane that someone would come to identify them.

  Jane had never understood why, but that assurance had terrified her more than her nightmares of the burning bus. She’d heeded that self-protective instinct and had managed to survive for the past five years without needing to know who she’d been, or what her life had been like before the freeway pileup.

  Why was she starting to remember now?

  Why was it suddenly important to remember now?

  And why did the prospect of remembering still terrify her?

  She stepped on the gas, increasing the pickup’s speed as she left the town of Ronald, Washington, behind. Black clouds hung low, obscuring the snowcapped mountains. It would soon be dark. The road wound through the woods, leading her toward her destination, but her mind lingered on the events of the day.

  Jane stole another glance at the Gazette. She hadn’t actually recognized the two women from these photographs, but some instinct, some indefinable sense, had told her they were connected to the part of her life that she feared recalling. The feeling was so strong she’d gone to the Cle Elum funeral home where the Kittitas County coroner had had the bodies taken.

  Their images, still too vivid, sprang into her head. Her stomach churned. Sweat broke across her upper lip and fear gripped her heart. As she’d looked on the lifeless faces of the two women, she’d been struck again with an overwhelming sense of recognition. With a blood-chilling dread. But even the unnamed terror hadn’t kept the words mother and sister from screaming through her brain.

  Bile climbed into the back of her throat. She forced it down with a hard swallow. If those two women were her mother and sister, if they had also survived the multiple vehicle crash, been living less than an hour from her for the past five years, why hadn’t they come looking for her? For Missy?

  It seemed too far-fetched to imagine that they had also lost their memories. What then? But as she tried to remember, panic closed her throat. Even as she gulped for air, Jane wondered if that was it. Fear. Had her mother and sister been frightened by the same nameless terror that haunted her now?

  The thought preoccupied her, and Jane drove another mile before realizing she’d passed the lane she sought. She maneuvered a U-turn, tires squealing like the keening inside her head. If only she could tap into the source of her fear.

  At length she found the right driveway and pulled into it. The woods were denser, pressing close, blocking out the ominous clouds that threatened momentarily to unleash a predicted snowstorm.

  Her tires crunched on the frozen, unpaved ground, and the pickup bounced from one pothole to another, jostling Jane, sending her
purse to the floorboards. Slowing the truck helped little. She passed an A-frame log cabin that appeared deserted. Although it was a Wednesday afternoon, nearing most people’s dinner hour, the next two dwellings were also dark. Many of the residences around here, she knew, were weekend and summer homes owned by people in the Seattle area.

  The murdered women’s cabin hugged the edge of Lake Cle Elum and should be just ahead. Panic stirred within her. She struggled to stay calm. She had to do this.

  She thought again of her encounter at the funeral home with the deputy sheriff in charge of the case. He’d seemed a bit too curious as to why she’d wanted this address, and her explanation had only caused his hard eyes to narrow with increased suspicion. She hadn’t stuck around to pursue the subject with him, getting the address instead from a local vendor only too eager to discuss the grisly murders with her.

  The road ended abruptly. Through the woods beyond, she could see the shallow, frozen expanse of Lake Cle Elum. She braked. Her gaze brushed over the rustic, single-story cabin, which looked to be about a thousand square feet in size.

  A glaring band of yellow ribboned the Douglas firs surrounding the small residence—crime-scene tape. It flapped in the wind, harsh saffron against the bleakness of the winter-bare trees. Jane felt as if someone were winding the tape around her heart, her head, squeezing ever tighter.

  She drew a wobbly breath. Falling apart would not do. She shifted into Reverse and backed the pickup forty yards down the road to the nearest house, parking behind the garage. Getting arrested would not do, either.

  Cold nipped her cheeks and nose as she scrambled quietly out of the truck and ducked stealthily through the trees toward the cabin. Ignoring its no-trespass warning, she scooted under the police tape and crept toward the porch. Her heart thudded in her ears. Red evidence tape banded the front door.

  Jane stole up to a picture window. Rubber-lined drapes concealed the interior, fitting together so tightly there was not even a crack to peer through. Her frustrated sigh fogged the air in front of her face. She had to get inside. The thought scared her as much as it lured her. She fought the urge to flee. There might be something here that would help return all of her memory.

  Perhaps the women had kept a key hidden outside. She bent to lift the rubber mat. As her eyes came level with the doorknob, she froze. Just where the solid red band pressed against door and frame, the tape was slit—cleanly, as if by a sharp knife or razor blade. A shiver tracked her spine. Someone had been here before her.

  Might be here still.

  She jerked around, rapidly scanning the perimeter. The whole area appeared deserted. That- didn’t mean there wasn’t someone inside the cabin. Her stomach pinched. Maybe she should call this off. Forget the whole thing. And go on wondering forever who I really am?

  No. Now that the memories had started, there was no turning back, no more running. She had to brave this. But not without a weapon. She hefted a short, club-size hunk of wood from the pile stacked beside the door and reached for the knob.

  Panic rushed her again, and sweat flushed her body. Maybe she should call the deputy and report the violation of the crime scene. She saw again his hard eyes and knew she would have her own explaining to do if he found her here. Either she did this now, or not at all. An impulse like none she’d ever felt wrapped her gloved hand around the doorknob.

  It twisted easily. She shoved the door inward. It emitted a minute creak. Her mouth dried. Her pulse skittered. She gripped the split log until her knuckles ached. Stepping cautiously inside, Jane called out, “Is anyone here?”

  No one answered, but a squeak like someone stepping on a loose floorboard vibrated from within the depths of the cabin. Her pulse leaped higher. She called out again. Her voice echoed back to her. The squeak was not repeated. Nor was there any other sound that would indicate the presence of another person. Jane breathed easier. The noise had probably been nothing more than the normal groaning old houses like this were prone to make. That, and her imagination.

  She swung the door shut against the weather, unintentionally closing out what little daylight remained. For several heart-thudding moments, she stood stock-still in the darkness listening to the hum of a tired refrigerator motor, detecting the faint scent of dead fire ash, old bacon grease and something indistinguishably distasteful in the icy air.

  The moment her eyes adjusted to the dimness, she found a light switch. The sudden illumination revealed a small living room furnished with a potbellied woodstove, an ancient television set, two worn armchairs, and two mismatched end tables sporting gaudily painted ceramic lamps.

  Jane took a step forward, but stopped cold as her gaze fell on two large dark stains, like huge pools of spilled ink, on the threadbare carpet. Again, bile rushed up into her throat. She choked it down, bringing her free hand to her aching temple. Somehow, she had to get through this. She glanced at the odd black powdery substance that coated the surfaces of the tables. Soot? Or fingerprint dust?

  A shiver ran up her spine. Making herself move, she inspected the house. Two tiny bedrooms opened onto the living room, with a tinier bathroom in between. A fair-size kitchen at the back accessed a cellar that apparently doubled as a laundry room; the washer and dryer looked on their last legs. Indeed, all the furnishings appeared to be garage-sale rejects.

  She thought of her own cosy apartment in Ellensburg and her throat constricted. God, to think Kayleen and Mom had lived in this bleak hovel for five years. Jane started as though an unseen hand had reached out of the past and slapped her. Her vision blurred. Her knees wobbled. She bumped against the wall.

  Kayleen and Mom. Fear throttled her. She gasped for air. The deputy sheriff had identified the women as Mary and Louise Dickerson. Inexplicably, she had wanted to correct him, but hadn’t known how or why the names seemed so wrong.

  Because they were wrong.

  Kayleen and Mom. Mom. Of course, Betty. Betty and Kayleen…what? She struggled to recall. Pain wrapped her skull tighter. Dickerson? No. She was certain it was something else. But what?

  The answer eluded her.

  But now she was positive that they had been using aliases, and there was only one reason for that: They had been afraid of something. Or someone. Ice water flowed in her veins. Get what you want and get out of here.

  Quickly, Jane returned to the first bedroom, set her club at her feet and flung open the closet door. A few dresses, slacks, and blouses. Nothing of quality. Nothing like Mom had been used to. This new revelation coming so soon on the heels of the last, again stole her breath. What had her mother been used to?

  Something more or better than this. She didn’t know why, but she suspected they had once been very well-off. What had driven them to this? How had they ended up in near poverty without a single possession from their former lives?

  She turned her attention to the chest of drawers. The black dust was here as well, soiling the scarf that covered the scarred maple top and lightly coating a hefty perfume bottle. She recognized the brand, a fragrance that could be bought by the gallon for pennies; its sweet, cloying aroma lingered in the air, but the scent released no memories for Jane.

  She began searching the chest of drawers, realizing that someone had already been here, evidenced by the black dust smudging lingerie and sweaters. In a bottom dresser drawer, she came across a cheap jewelry box. She sat on the bed, settled the box on her lap and lifted the lid. Inside were several pairs of earrings—inexpensive, faddish, nothing dating back more than a couple of years; nothing old enough to merit her remembering it.

  Impotent fury and disappointment got the better of her. She swept the box from her lap. It tumbled to the floor, the worthless jewelry scattering. The clatter returned her senses. This was a crime scene. She wasn’t supposed to be here. She sure as hell didn’t want to leave evidence of her presence.

  Cursing under her breath, Jane leaned over to gather the pieces. A flash of gold among the brass caught her eye. It belonged to a good-size, heart-shaped locket
. Even from where she sat, Jane could see it was old.

  She reached for it, discovering that it was not only old, but of genuine quality. The scrollwork was detailed, intricate, and somehow familiar. Her headache thumped harder and the precious metal felt as if it were burning her hand. Both convinced Jane that she was right about the piece. Hope and excitement battled her fear of remembering, but try as she might, she couldn’t make a connection.

  With her fingernail, she nudged the small lever at the side of the locket. The heart sprang open. Each half held a photo of a young girl, probably ten and twelve years of age. One of the girls had hair the same white blond as Kayleen’s had been; the other girl had braids the same dark mahogany as her own hair. Had features very like her own. Excitement squeezed her chest. It had to be. This had to be a photograph of herself. The other girl, then, would be Kayleen.

  Jane glanced at her reflection in the full-length mirror nailed to the closet door, then gazed again at the photo, seeking remembrance of the time when she had looked this young.

  The migraine won out. Discouraged, she snapped the locket shut. The tiny click seemed to echo in her ears, and a name wavered just beyond her grasp; not Jane Dolan—the name given her by the emergency-room doctor—but her real name.

  She clutched the locket to her thudding heart, her eyes squeezed shut as she strained for the memory. Nothing, not even something as simple as her name, could penetrate the wall of fear that hid her past from her. And the two people who could have told her had yesterday been brutally slain in the other room.

  No. She would not dwell on that. Could not think on it without falling apart completely. Shoving the thought away, she could not avoid another: The person who had crossed the tape before her might very well have been the murderer. The house chose that moment to let loose another eerie creak—as though someone were in the kitchen. Alarm spurted through Jane.